a long absence

that the title of short story that my class need to study. really hard to understand the story2 thingy. I hate to read fiction story... haha that why I didnt borrow any english novel at library. I bought an 1 english novel last year but only managed to read 1st page.. what ashamed.. hahaha

in this novel i found that bad childhood experience lead to the hatred.

on my side, I hve own bad childhood experience... realize that I will walk away if my housemate watching DVD horror movie at living room or 'ajak' watching thai horror movie... it not my fault.. the environment make me react like that.. when I was small bout 4-5 years old, someone look after me when my mom not around (working)... so her children (sudah abg2 la) always scared me with cerita2 hantu in our apartment and bush?? or should I called jungle?? apa2 la.. one day they shows me a pic in the newspaper that show someone who manage to snap a kepala hantu pic when they took a family pic kat mana tah... I cried and going back to home.. at home only my mom and my lil sister.. I really scared whenever my mom go I followed.. even to the toilet.. sumpah!! xtipu.. sampai sekarang macam ni...that why I cant stand in dark place plus large area.. that me.. dont think Im very big and not scared anything..

chill~~